Grims advocate

Then I woke up confused and hungry,

I had not taken anything the past night,

My rather hard stomach was now becoming light,

I could feel the worms inside fighting for a drop of saliva I swallowed,

One that got with pleasure in my intestines they wallowed,

But only a hot meal that could burn their skin followed,

I could only imagine waking up of this hard surfaced bed,

I have seen years pass, I have even bled,

Cover to cover of each book I have red,

To a congregation of one, am alone caged.

I’m a prisoner,

In a solitary confinement,

I cannot even interact with fellow inmates,

If this continues I’ll turn to be a hybrid primate,

I’d rather make a further mistake for them to eliminate.

Death has become my friend,

I talk to grim daily we blend,

A reason for him not to take me until the end,

He has been lonely and with me he can never pretend,

He intimidated but with me he cannot offend,

I have become dead since the day I was penned.

I have become grims advocate,

He tell me whose life is next,

I have seen him break my family’s necks,

As he takes lives without a muscle flex,

His joy as he hopes I’ll take over ones he’s gone,

I am his only son,

We are two but one,

A reason to wright this warns.

As we enjoy life,

Don’t put it by the knife,

We are all grims advocate,

We choose who dies if we are careless of ours,

It might take some more hours,

But once the devil comes, he will take us by crumbling frightening showers.

Bestfriend

On this particular day,

I knew there would no tomorrow without a say,

I called her last night and we would meet at the beach as the sun sets,

This was our ideal place for sex,

Theoretically yes we would,

I don’t want to sound rude,

But I’d go crazy just seeing her nude.

So as you read I waited,

The blazing red ball sunk in the horizon,

The winds kissed my body calmly until now it was cold,

The oceans got bored of me being waiting that the waters hit my legs hard,

At list they washed away the dung I has stepped with my feet, am glad,

My worry made me look like an armless guard.

I wanted to call her,

But I had forgotten my phone as I hurriedly went to our rendezvous,

My thoughts of her made me calm down,

After all she will always be there after this evening,

We have always been a pair,

We are one if we are to be fair.

How do I tell her that I’m in love?

She is my best friend,

She knows my all,

She knows my every move,

She knows how my future plans,

She knows my past deeds,

When am angry she knows what to say,

She even spots my preys,

But this time round it’s her I pray,

I’m in love with my best friend and I don’t know how to say.

As I continue waiting,

Darkness consumes me,

Hoping my best friend will light up my night,

She’ll maybe make being my wife,

I want her more and never less than a friend,

I guess I’ll just wait and hope she shows up.

Easy way out

This is what I’d call a perfect start to my weekend,

Flushing down a glass of Vodka in a second,

It brings the Truest of me I don’t have to pretend,

To my loved ones I can’t stop but defend.

It started rather slow,

I hadn’t any plans for a show,

Things just happen without my know,

Now am around pretty girls and I can’t get my ass to go.

This girl next to me,

let’s call her Bree,

Tall as a tree,

Boobs dropping out you don’t struggle to see.

She’s fine as hell,

Confused as well,

Looking anxious for a male,

I can tell she’s easy to nail.

My eyes still stuck to the girl passing by,

I can tell she’s sweet like a meat pie,

I know my gut is telling me to try,

Knowing when in she’ll definitely sigh.

She has a big ass,

A smile that you can’t pass,

A wound that I can imagine to nurse,

Repeatedly not once.

She was heading to the ladies,

Came back and I stopped her,

I said, "would you love to dance with me'

She said "I like your gut but you don’t know me.'

Tried to explain that I want her,

She ranked me top of her bar,

She didn’t want one of her per,

I had no money like her.

Now am stuck,

A man with no luck,

It’s all getting clouded and dark,

But the chick that’s easy is tall and I don’t give a fuq.

15th Jan

She slept next to me dead,

I touched he face so tenderly,

I knew she could feel the touch,

She turned and opened her small eyes with a smile,

Kissed her and said goodnight.

Earlier in the day was her birthday,

I had not forgotten as during the week we were both excited about it ,

I wanted to make her day,

I wanted to take her far away,

I wanted the memories for long to stay.

I took her for dinner,

Sulking as I had not bought her any present,

 I thought to myself she already has me what more,

But my girl is just beautifully difficult to say no to,

I had a surprise.

I passed to her a locket,

It had two photos,

One of a beautiful lady I knew long ago,

And the other of her when she was a month old,

That lady was her mom and I had never talked of her since.

She had never seen her,

She left us when she gave birth to her,

I held her in my arms and have never disappointed her wishes for our girl,

At list I have always tried my best,

She’s always been the bird in my nest.

She laughed of the stories I told about her mom,

The first time we met,

How I struggled to speak my heart as I fell in love with her,

The day I tried cheating and I almost lost her,

How she smiled through difficulties and gave me the perfect balance in life.

As I closed her bedroom door,

Its on this day am always mixed with emotion,

Happy for how grown my girl is,

Sad that her mom is not here to teach her how to be a better girl,

But most of all am just but a proud dad.