Future

This is a secret,

I have never told anyone not to regret,

I plead to you direct,

Lend me your ear don’t neglect.

I once was in love,

She was an angel, a dove,

I knew it in my nerves,

Without her my world would be tough.

She was the cutest thing,

The most wonderful being,

My oxygen I breath in,

The song that I sing.

Kissing her was magic,

Being without her for a second was tragic,

She was the only element in my statistic,

Holding her would make our world static.

She’s not here now and my heart still beats,

The clothes I wore then still fits,

Sweet scent hasn’t turned to shits,

The stars above still lits.

The girl next to me, my current,

She is the reason I dream for a future,

I forget my bitter past,

She blows my mind like dust.

To be specific my past was good,

My current is best,

I’d dream about my next test,

Now I feel like and invited guest.

She’s never behind me,

She’s within me,

She’s never my dream,

She’s my reality,

The smile on my face that shines brightly,

The reason am still tight lipped.